Revenge of the N3RDs.

In The Lancer...

2009-06-08T10:51:00.000-07:00

what the greyhound gave me

2009-06-07T02:00:00.000-07:00

The interesting young fella who was trying to hit on me on the greyhound earlier. Former Drill Sergeant, said he was the first guy in Oregon to score 100% on thes test when he joined the army. He plays W.O.W.

Anyways, I thought he looked interesting so I took pictures...

I was going to just read my book but then he never stopped talking..
*nG

Killing Myself Slowly.

2008-06-28T12:17:00.000-07:00

Is what I assume im doing lol... slowly dying as drink and party all
night then wake up early the next morning to complete "civil"
activities... but considering as how im twenty, I figure I still have
time to do it all and come out reasonably sane. So after the beach
yesterday i got to the house and Tried to sleep. (Keyword there is
"try") Didn't go so swell. 6 calls and 50 aims later I found myself in
the middle of a party in Highland... (Horrid sidekick pictures inbound)
didn't really know anybody except the people I came with lol but hey.
Everyone was drunk, everyone was happy, some people were ever swiimin
lol and there wasn't any drama til the very end... all in all a good
night... moving right along... I get home at four am and then im up at 9
moving around. 12:30 im off to the kat williams show, I wish this thing
had a better camera but oh well... can't get everything u want right.
With any luck the OTA update will hit today and ill have some horrible
video to post right along with the horrible pictures I have. Should be a
good night, I think ill try to stay away from the fire water tonight
lol. Peace folks, NG up!
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On the way to the house.

2008-06-27T19:40:00.000-07:00

Basically we're on the free way in super effin traffic. Life is good, im
still feelin myself and we got The Carter 3 in the box... wish I had my
Low End Theory (google that) but u know a nigga does what he can... pics
on deck. Lets Go.

Update: Come to find out there's a video of me knocked the fuck out on
the way home floatin around these parts... ill post that when I get a
hold of it! Rawr!
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Beach Ona Friday...

2008-06-27T14:18:00.000-07:00

So yeah... here I am at Santa Monica beach ona friday (typical
california behavior right) and its not so bad at all... good things of
the day? I randomly found travis mccoys blog (just google it) and that
pretty much lead me to some brand new music... so I gotta lotta
downloadin to do when I get to the house... ill get some shitty sidekick
pictures in here as well... lol I can't wait for the OTA update so I can
start grabbin videos of the silly shit we get into... im pretty much
flyin solo on this mission (no other ng members in attendance) as well
as gettin kinda turnt up (drunk) and the chicks we're with are tryna get
us to bbq some hot dogs lol... so we'll see what happens... and ill have
another update before/when we get on the freeway... we'll work it out
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Quick Test

2008-06-27T12:32:00.000-07:00

This is a quick test... just linkin up my phone with the blog so we can
get some "On the go" shots of the beach today!

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WTF is going on YO!!!!

2008-04-16T01:09:00.000-07:00

wait wait wait.....

Who the fuck are all these bitch ass niggas GIVEN and not GETTEN?????

This shit has got to stop, you know who you are. Your messing up the game up for all us "real" niggas...(and by real niggas, i mean the niggas who put in work to get results). I like to think of my game as an art, its kinda like Frost...it doesn't hit you until you hit the dance floor =D
But since these new breed of bitch niggas has evolved, my game isn't hitting females until after this third song. "this is some bullshit" now im not saying fire the niggas, im just saying staple their god damn nuts to a god damn bored...and kill em!
Na but real talk this shit MUST stop so ima tell you straight up DO NOT GIVE IF YOUR NOT GOING TO GET!!!!!!!

Se7enism, 5ivntology, Tw0atholicism.

2008-03-25T17:27:00.000-07:00

"When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things. " Chapter 13, verse 11

interesting way to look at things indeed. my problem is that in a world where the infinite possibilities each day holds should stagger the mind, the sheer number of experiences I could have is uncountable, breathtaking even, and i have people here telling me that what im doing with my life is... unacceptable. its not "the way things are supposed to go." "you go to school, you get out then you go to college, after college you get a job and you raise a family. thats the rules thats how it works." well not me. i refuse to live trapped in loops, reliving a few days over and over, and envision only a handful of paths laid out before me.

--fuck this cookie cutter mold bullshit.

In the beginning, when i was a child, anything i could dream was possible 10 seconds later without a doubt. i thought as a child. in my opinion dreams are childish things... thats where and when we perfect them right? well im not putting mine anywhere. mine are far too valuable to be kept apart from me for even the most minuscule amount of time. back then i spoke as a child as well... i said what i wanted when i wanted, thats the way things worked for me back then. understanding went the same way, people said things to me, i questioned them accordingly and acted.

u know what... all im tryna say is... We see the same things every day, we respond the same way, we think the same thoughts, each day a slight variation on the last, every moment smoothly following the gentle curves of societal norms.

And no, I don't have all the answers. I don't know how to jolt myself into seeing what each moment could become as well as i did back then. But I do know one thing: the solution doesn't involve watering down my every little idea and creative impulse for the sake of some day easing my fit into a mold. It doesn't involve tempering my life to better fit someone's expectations. It doesn't involve constantly holding back for fear of shaking things up.

This is very important, so I want to say it as clearly as I can:
We're The Grown-Ups Now, And It's OUR Turn To Decide What That Means.

my childish things are up in that tree over there, last one to the top has to do paperwork for the rest of the day!

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Now playing: Common - Go
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The morning after The Ressurection

2008-03-24T04:02:00.000-07:00

I should be asleep right now. Well, not that I have a bedtime, it’s just my body and my mind never seem to be on one accord. MJ fell asleep an hour or two ago. She was trying to stay up with me but her little body gave out, as determined as her mind was she just couldn’t hang. I tucked her in again just now. I think I love her the most while she is asleep, is that a bad thing? Lol. Anyways, I just drew out [what I named], “My Perfect Master Plan/Idea.” It came out to be a complicated mess just like my love life but somewhere in the middle it all comes together to create the ending I haven’t exactly completed. All it took was an old poster paper, a pen, and my dreams… I like it. I might just take a picture of it and post it along with this short blog-- well, maybe… just don’t count on it or anything. Anyways, I’m just about defeated after all, my body wins tonight but trust me my mind is far more clever than this, till tomorrow night,

Chantaya aka 3n1 aka the dragonfly (-:

P.S. thank you Jesus

Taco Tuesday!

2008-03-19T02:49:00.000-07:00

good evening inkernet. today today todayyy was... something of an important event if i do say so myself, considering of course how the days events played out. this morning i was out doing everyday things of course, actually i had to go to court but after all that i came home completely tired out of my mind and proceeded to drift off into my own little land of dreams. now the high point of the day came around 2am when i was up watching a movie entitled "The Movie Hero". it starred some random actor reminiscent of John Mayer lol. but the entire concept was built around the idea that said John Mayer look-alike's life is being watched by an audience that only he can see. now i guess im just silly like that but this movie is entirely true, lol. now how many of us are getting dressed at looking at ourselves in the mirror thinking about how we look from a third person perspective, or smiling a certain way because we just Know this is how its supposed to look... anybody else ever feel like they're starring in their own movie... story... poem even? lol. the best part about the whole thing is how the main character is chasing after this girl he calls his "love interest". its even more optimistic to entertain the idea that for 1, we're all starring in our own story 2, we all have a specific lover interest that we're destined to hook up with and 3, that theres always a villain we're gunna get a chance to track down, discover, and over-throw his evil plan (or maybe the other way around just for us evil doers.) either way... lifes looking up and i'll get back with you suckas later.
Peace yo.

^se7en, and me... dirty ass room, taco tuesdays^

From Lazy Sunday 2 Lazy Monday :/

2008-03-17T15:49:00.000-07:00

now im all for a lazy sunday out the week but i absolutely Hate mondays. no good can come from a monday afternoon with nothin to do... this is how black folks in up in jail! so i find myself sittin in my room copiously staring out the window wishin that a meteor would hit or a plague of undead ninjas would attack... anything more interesting than watchin my life drift away into nothingness... anybody with any ideas feel free to drop some suggestions... in the meantime watch this.

fires out... tires kicked... lol

2008-03-16T22:28:00.000-07:00

woop woop. the end of a lazy ass sunday... took a bunch of pictures i prob wont keep.

andddd laughed at a video of the bestest friend... which of Course i'll post here for your viewing pleasure...

Joose

now if that doesn't make u laugh... or at least feel a lil strange inside... then i dunno what will. all in all, today was utterly worthless and a complete waste of time. as it should be.

Lets Kick The Tires And Light The Fires Big Daddy!!!

2008-03-16T17:55:00.000-07:00

Well hello there... today is... well today just is. its a lazy sunday afternoon and i got outta bed entirely too early. any other sunday i'd be nose deep and eyes up peeking over a cresting wave of huge smothering blanketness. everything seems to slow to slooowwww waay down on sundays. but on that note... be right back after this nap folks.

^mi bestest friend chantaya doin exactly what u should do on sundays^

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